I haven’t posted on here in a while, but I didn’t know where else to go to vent… the other day while I was hanging out with people I thought were my friends, I got really drunk and freaked out. I’ve drank before buy I’ve never freaked out like I did. Now I know I did a little more than drink, but nothing I haven’t done before so idk how or why I freaked out the way I did other than maybe the “friends” I was with giving me more than I thought and/or just straight up drugging me. It’s been a difficult couple days and I still don’t know how to process any of it. I ended up I’m the hospital and all they said was I had a high alcohol content.
I’m not coming here for sympathy or anything, I’m simply trying to put my thoughts out there and maybe make some sense of what happened. As of right now, nothing makes any sense at all….